I'll admit it right now. I hate all my classes. I hate school. I'm so sick of coming to this place everyday to learn things I don't care about at an hour when I'm not really consious yet. This, of course, begs the question of why I'm going to university then. to be perfectly honest, I have no bloody idea. I don't actually want to go. I want to wash my hands of school systems. Any of them!
I guess what I'm trying to say is that right now, I've only got a few things going in my life. There's only one or two I actually enjoy. Other than gaming and hanging out with John, I don't have any ambition to do anything. This reemergence of RLA apathy outside of RLA is making me question whether or not I'm a motivated person, which I guess I'm not.
Sorry, RLA. It's not you, it's me.
-Murphy
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
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Ehh, you'll get over it. Apathy is like the flu: seasonal. Besides, you don't actually go to university for the schooling, you go for the experience of living on your own with a bunch of similarly disillusioned and rebellious young adults in an artistically stimulating urban setting. Right?
BTW, if you have the chance, check out the movie "Big Man Japan." It's insane.
I know what you mean... halfway through my collegic span I'm sitting on my couch thinking Wow I just don't give a Fuck anymore... but I suppose we do it anyway. Right? Gotta love that whole "growing up" bullshit
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